we had a fight.

my dear friend...
do you actually know wat you've done it wrongly?
y am i keep saying dat i am right u were wrong?
i dunno wat actually u've say to leon. but the thing dat i ensure is, ur attitude dat causes u like dat.
WE WEREN'T WRONG!! this is the thing dat i can say it. U said sorry, when u were not sincere and u even dunno wat u've done, wrongly... it is totally useless!!!
it is useless to me when u din feel u were guilty. i won't accept the "sorry" ...
it is ur fault for being so unresponsible when u keep breaking my promise again and again...
i hate to tell u dat, "i hate people who ruin my things/ my plan or anythings". I hate it so much!
if u keep on ur attitude like dis, better emerge of itself, perish of itself and run ur course by ur self!
no one will allow ur fucking attitude like dat! no one will tolerate ur unreasonable temper. u aren't a person who really reasonable.. u dun speak reason. u lost ur temper whenever u wan and whenever u like it.. i had totally no idea with u when u do dat to me!!
maybe i am too exaggarate with it, but... u do have some self-analyzment and think it over.. think dat again and again and see which part u've done it wrong!
i am not obligate u to correct ur attitude and ur behaviour immediately... but the things that i only hope is u.. can really understand my difficulties...
i had a very terrible bad temper too... u knew it as well.. but, if ur reason is reasonable.. speak it out and say it to me.. so that i can accept it!!
i know dat u easily lost ur temper when someone offend u.. but, we DIDN'T..
i appreciate our frenship, i care it, i mind it... i hope dat our frenzship will be long lasting.. no expiry date!!! and friendship forever...

my dear...

My dear hubby...
Thanks for lending me ur shoulders when I am down... I'm really sad today just because of those "sister". I wonder why I have such sister.. people said dat, fate dat lead us to be a family. own the relationship. and because of money, and every single of relationship will be vanished like dat? I do think so...
But dear... I hope dat will not happen within us.. Because I truly believe dat, u will not treat me like that... and I believe you that u will love me with all ur heart in every single momment. Just like I miss you and Love ya...
Dear... I truely emphasize dat... I will love you and accompany you to the end of the day of us...
love you and miss you...muackzzz..

And this is wat we call as "sister"!

"when are you going to return money to me? I wan to go penang shopping." and this is the first thing u ask me when u sign in into ur msn for a long time.
yaya.. and this is the most annoying word I ever heard before! I hate this when u say this to me! you know wat? when u are in trouble, who helps u out?
and u keep annoy me when I'm in real trouble? and rush me to pay back the money to u and u just wana go shopping? Do you think for others?
I hate u.. I tell u wat.. I hate u!!! despise u!! disown u! I would NEVER HELP U AGAIN!!! NEVER EVER!
I wonder why... my frenz will be better than u! at least they won't rush me to return the money when I am in real trouble! At least they really care for me.. asking me, whether do u have enought money to eat? if u have no money, then just tell me.... or u can lend from me. then return when u r enough! although they are not very rich, but, this is wat we call as friendship! Friendship is better than kindred. Is dat the most funny thing u ever heard before? yes I do...
U ask urself... do u really do something to touched me? do u done something before just to care bout me? If u dare to say yes, I dare to knee on you, and chop down my fucking head for u to sit on it!!!!!
All the thing u do for me is... annoy me when I am not in mood, makes me trouble when I'm in trouble, rush me to return money when I'm really poor....
And this we call "sister"????
hahahahahaha.... wat a funniest thing I ever heard!
If can, let it be non kindred with me! if I could choose, I rather dun wan U to be my sister! useless, hopeless sister..
Let me tell u, if I'm poor and need to beg out for my food, I swear to the god will not beg till front of you! I swear it with my head!!!!
and... don u ever think that u come to get the fucking help from me. I swear that I won't help u up when u are real in trouble! I will totally ignore u! get the fuck off and get ur boyfren up to help u!
dun u ever think that i will help u out again!!!