Friday, November 27, 2009

the third party pops out~

the third-party pops out.
try to tackle me. try to do everything just hope to win my heart.
brought me to the beach, and we chit-chatting.
on the way he brings me back to my hostel. he grab my hand.
i take off my hand. he grab again, again and again.
he told me, he want to be with me although he knew that i had a boy friend. swt... =.="
speechless...
i had no idea with what he is going to do with me.
i feel unsafe when wana be with him. he is such a jerk.
if i choose to be with him, i had done it in a early years~
he just can't understand why i don't accept him. coz, i will probably not fall in love with him. fall in love with those who treat me like a toy. like a barbie doll.
i feel no sincere in his heart. he is not sincere to me.
he keep begging and calling me to be with him. then i asked him 3 question:
1. why do u want to be with me?
2. what will u do after u are bored with me? just dump me? will u promise me to take care of me forever and ever?
3. can u tolerate with my temper? will u tolerate someone's temper since ur temper is not good enuf?
he turns silent. he said, early judgement just will ruin things up. time will prove everything that he really cares for me. if the time does, it will jz prove dat he is just a liar!
a liar that try to fool me around.
i ask him whether will he be regret someday if we really be together. he said, he will tell me. he will let me know. then he probably will dump me. i assume.
let me ask u a question, am i stupid enough to let u fool? am i naive enuf to let u play like a barbie doll? well, let me answer it, i m not. i will not let u play and fool like an idiot. stop ur idiotic action, as this will really make me despise u.~~

the whole world knew tat i love my boyfriend. yes, i admit! yes, i do! i love him more than i can say, i love him more than anything in this world.
between u and him, i can't make any comparism.
coz, u are not qualify enough~~~~~

Thursday, November 12, 2009

after PR presentation

it's been a happy day for me to finish all my assignment and presentation of Durex. I had been working so hard to do for that. and finally, it has a very happy ending. I feel relief. lecturer said, i presented well and our group are creative.
i m happy today!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

classroom

i m now sitting in the classroom, listening to the presentation.
i just finished my presentation.. because, i m too boring
then with my eye facing my own laptop, it just can't stop my hand not to touch my baby laptop. so, i open my laptop, click the wireless network, click the internet explorer..
and now i was playing facebook games, the farmville. and writting blog
just now i had pinch my fren, CFK.. hehe.. now.. i am planning to beat him up!
fang kai, wait me to wallap and whack u!

Monday, November 9, 2009

i m fucking happy today!

today is the best memorable day for me to memories!
jz because i fool somebody around and when u look at their expression~ fuyo.. that kind of feeling is unexplainable! yohoo...
conclusion,
i m fucking happy today!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

rainning.

rain rain go away..
is now rainning. i love rainning. coz i can hybernate~ wakakaka..
bye everybody, i m going to hybernate.
if u got important thing, pls dun call me.
not very important thing, also dun call me.
less impertant thing, lagi tak payah call me.
dat's it! bye

rascal princess

isn't she adorable?
isn't she cute?
isn't she rascal?
that's my rascal princess.. that i loved the most!
she is my loving domesticated pet.
i love creamoz.

the day u went back

the day u went back..
i was sad, i was down.
i cried. u care, and dat's the major reason i love ya...
u keep on console me!
comfort me..
when i was writting this blog.. is rainning outside. rainning heavily...it was freezing outside.
the tree was swaying and the wind was blowing..
i was alone sitting in front of the computer.. facing the computer lonely.
i was browsing through the picture that we've captured.
i miss u a lot! i miss u more than i can say..
in my heart,was a very deep foot-print, printed on my heart permanently.
i shall never forget, all the passes that we've been through.
how we built up this tough and strong relationship. just me and you...
i admited that i love you more than anything in this world. and i will carry on loving u.
the day u went back, i was upset. really upset!
i sent u to bus stop. nearly cry. i hold it. i knew u dislike. so, i rather hold it.
the journey to the bus stop was short. i told u, i miss u when we are in the car. u said, me too.. =)
i m happy.
when u r entering the bus, u gave a goodbye kiss. my tears fall down.
i miss u, dear!

well, i do expect for the next visit from u. coz, without u, there will be no spiritz for me. no colourful colour that will colour up my life, it will surely be dull, i assume..