i shall never believe again!

i shall never believe again..
neither u nor who.. will be the same~
what is the purpose for me to believe such stupid thing?
believe and treat with sincere heart? determined to change every behaviour that i act!
and what i receive is silences~
what do u think?
i shall never feel lonely. i shall never feel alone!
i was never alone! i will never be alone!
i feel like ignoring u, coz u r totally worthless for me to treat u good~
suddenly, u remind me some words that u spoke out about a girl...
u remind me a girl~
hahah~ what a funny thing.
maybe i am not as good as her, maybe i am not qualified enuf, maybe u think that the relationship that built between us was not tough enuf~
the distance between us, gone farer and farer.. is it the thing that u expected?
if ur answer for me is yes, i shall keep my mouth silent!
why dun u jz express it out and see what was really happening between us?
i was mad, totally mad! utterly mad about this!
i feel so stupid to myself~
i give up...
i tried so hard to change things between us, but u act perfunctorily, and expect people to accept it? i tried, i failed~
whatever things that will going to happen, i will just ignore it!
and whatever happens, accept it with naturally~
u dun dare to face it, then something will vanished!
i assume u as a coward.
i shall never put any other hope again. NEVER!
we will still remain the same level...
i think it was the suitest position for u and me!

wondering?

wondering, why everything around my circumstance had changed?
wondering ,why you looks dull all the time?
wondering ,why the distance between us had gone farer and farer?
wondering that do u strenghten our friendship before?
wondering the way u speak is the real of u?
wondering what had brought us far apart?
wondering why do you act like a stranger?
wondering and wondering...
i was never to give up this friendship.
but everythings seems like changing and changing...
the earth is spinning 365 days 24 hours, circumstance between us will change for sure.
do i really loathed by u?
do i looks like an idiot to u?
do everything need to be so harsh to me?
i am tired, i need to rest..
just let everything goes naturally and i will accept it...

i din mean that..

i didnt mean dat..
ok, firstly...
u are the one who dun wan to talk to me!
do u really think that i am so curmudgeonly? do u think i am small? do u think i am petty?
NOWAY! pls dun just mark me as small as u think!
i wont simply angry for someone that din do anything wrong?
if i do act like dat, then one question that i am goin to ask u~
is it the VINX dat u know?
i keep queit just because u dun want to speak with me~
u pretend like u are dumb.. FINE~ u want to play then i shall accompany u with the game!
wednesday~ u seems like dun wan to talk with me~ then i will keep my mouth shut~
then thursday~ u dun wan to talk with me~ no topic for us to chat! fine again~
friday~ u din even send me anything or telling how r u goin back or wat~ FINElar~ then i just go back myself, without u!
sunday, u asked me how to go back? then i just reply u~~ how am i going back
u din even send me some msg that u wan some people accompany u back to kampar~ u din even mentioned! so, how do u expect people to know wat r u thinking? i am not god! dun expect too much from me!
my dear,
i wont and never angry about u~ what is the point for me to angry u? give me one reasonable reason!
pls, is just somemisunderstood between us~
wake up on tomolo morning, and the distance between us shall get closer~~
good night and sweet dreamz~

to whom who likes to show off

to whom who like to show off oftenly....
who do u think u are?
do u think that u r that good?
is isn't u are the best.. is just that ur partner are good! and it doesn't mean anything for me. is useless when u trying to show off in front of me and this will really make me to despise u!
if u are that good, pls make sure that u will get married and really have a happy ending..
if not.. it will be a real shammed on u!
i dun really envy u for being so pround of ur partner...
i knew dat i dun have, but i believe in my true love, he will succeed one day. he will do much more better than u! much more better!
dun try to keep promoting about how good he is, how rich he is, how wonderful he is.. pls, prove that after ur marriage.

u fucking idiot!

ok, if u keep on pretend to be a deaf n dumb person..
u'd better be a real physical disability person!
i hate when u treat me like a transparency person! i am not a transparent person, i dun eat glass!
i am sitting in fron of u, n u r acting ur fucking bossy action! is irritating and i loathe it!
i am innocent and i dunno what was going on?
i din even notice wat had i done wrongly? if i do really done something wrongly, pls open ur fucking mouth to let me know! is dat so hard for u to tell me ?
okay.. u act like a piece of shit~ pls dun try to show off, dun try to act bossy and noble in front of me..
pls try not to act like a boyish type in front of me coz u are not the type of it! sissy means sissy! dun try to act those stupid action since this will really make u a very odium man!
the type that u are acting now not suit for u... u are a real sissy!!!!!!!!!
fuck it!
and to those who read my blog, if is totally non of ur busines, and u know who am i talking about, pls dun be a busybody girl come and have some theoristic problem with me..
is useless~~coz u will know wat and who am i talking about!
if is non of ur business, pls fuck off!