wondering?

wondering, why everything around my circumstance had changed?
wondering ,why you looks dull all the time?
wondering ,why the distance between us had gone farer and farer?
wondering that do u strenghten our friendship before?
wondering the way u speak is the real of u?
wondering what had brought us far apart?
wondering why do you act like a stranger?
wondering and wondering...
i was never to give up this friendship.
but everythings seems like changing and changing...
the earth is spinning 365 days 24 hours, circumstance between us will change for sure.
do i really loathed by u?
do i looks like an idiot to u?
do everything need to be so harsh to me?
i am tired, i need to rest..
just let everything goes naturally and i will accept it...